Showing posts with label Reiki. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Reiki. Show all posts

August 18, 2012

Certified

I did my Reiki Level 1 class today and am now a certified Reiki healer allowed to take clients and start my own clinic if I want to. It seems wild that you can do that in just one day, but the basic principles are astonishingly simple. Essentially it's all about the atoms around us that we call energy before they take form as a solid object. Physics 101, it even makes sense in the left part of my brain.

The concept of Reiki healing has nothing to do with special powers, mystical rituals or religion, but is all about feeling those energies and learning to direct them. We can't see the wind, heat or cold, but we still know it's there because we can feel it on our skin. The only difference is that the wind, heat and cold are commonly accepted to feel and we get confirmation from others every day that they can feel it too. Feeling energies however we are often told (in the west anyway) is just our imagination, or at least we're told were crazy if we  think we can do anything with them, so as adults we simply can't feel them anymore.

But it's a well known scientific fact that energies can change form and affect each other. Electricity can be converted to light and heat with a piece of filament in a concealed space filled with gas. The wind can rip trees from the ground. The sun can burn our skin or start fires. And it's all just energy. So are we, so is it really that strange that humans also can affect other energies or even the energies flowing within ourselves?

Now, I always felt these energies, so to me it doesn't really take much convincing. Reiki is simply learning to feel these energies and direct them, like a magnifying glass held in the sun. Then there are energy fields in our body we can direct that magnifying glass towards to encourage physical or emotional change in the human energies. And it's really that simple, you hardly have to do anything. After some tuning from a Reiki Master it just happens on its own. You can really feel something happening, even if you don't feel anything super special, you will most definitely feel heat. Becoming really good at it and learning where to focus that energy and so on takes years of practice though.

When I arrived at my Reiki master's office it turned out she has an 8 months old son who she had to care for today since her mother broke her leg and couldn't babysit as usual. Seeing her with him made my heart rate go up quite a bit and I felt a deep sadness. Then her master student who was co-teaching the course showed up - with a belly. Two months pregnant. I thought I was gonna have a heart attack. Here I am, not even a week since loosing Zoe and Kian, stuck in a room with a pregnant woman and a toddler. Coincidence? I am not so sure. It was kind of bizarre that this class showed up when it did to begin with as I wrote about in a previous post.

After getting through the first few minutes, answering the question about why I was there wanting to learn Reiki and telling them my story I slowly calmed down. I am really glad there was only one other student there so I didn't have to deal with too many people at the same time.

After the introduction, theory and attunement it was our turn to do our first real Reiki session on each other and I was the first one on the table to be treated by Jeff, my fellow student. I didn't really feel much right away, except it felt good to lay down and relax a bit cause I was getting a bit tired. But when he got to my knees it was just something there that felt incredibly good. I didn't have any pain there before, it was more like when you carried a heavy backpack around for hours and you take it off, a sense of wonderful relief.
When he did my lower back on the other hand it was like somebody stabbed me with a knife through my spine and all the way to the front of my lower belly and uterus, but as he kept his hands there is gradually eased away.

Then it was my turn to heal Jeff, and the first thing we do is scan the body by moving your hands slowly over the client with our hands at a few inches distance. It has to be mentioned that Jeff was an extremely overweight man, and that I expected he would have problems with his heart, lungs or fighting diabetes or other issues often associated with obese people. To my surprise I didn't feel anything except for in the area around his liver, and even told him that I think he is actually in a pretty good shape. I did however feel that he is carrying a lot of mental baggage and I told him it feels like he is beating himself up a lot. He confirmed that he has been doing that his entire life, and that this is the reason why he became so fat. The teachers said that the liver and kidneys are associated with deep mental pain or grief and could simply be the same as the feeling I had about his depressions and self punishment.

During the healing session itself, he had similar experiences as me, but in his left foot and in his shoulders.

After the class, he offered me a lift back home since he was going that direction anyway, and we talked a little bit more, and he told me that he sees a doctor regularly to check up on his health while trying to change his life style and loose weight, and that he infact is extremely lucky to be 100% healthy and have no problems at all with either diabetes, his heart or lungs or anything at all. He said he was blown away by the things I picked up and how he felt when I was touching his foot and shoulders, and frankly I felt a bit blown away by that myself. I didn't expect I would be that right about someone at my first try.

After the class, when I got back home I suddenly got aches and pains all over my body. I could barely walk because my left hip was so painful and giving in when I put my foot down, and I was so tired I almost passed out within seconds after putting my head down on the couch. I gotta ask my teacher about that, if it is normal or if I did something wrong and somehow gave my own energy instead of just channeling it.
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August 16, 2012

Reiki

I've been told a number of times in life that there is something about my energies. I never really thought I can heal or have any special abilities, but I've always been curious about it. I've tried a number of times to heal friends, and some say that it actually helps a lot, but I am still not completely convinced.

After a Jose Silva Ultramind course taught by a famous Norwegian medium a number of years ago, she ended the session with hugging all her students. After hugging me she suddenly had to take a deep breath and said 'oh wow, that's a lot of energy'. I never got a chance to ask her about it, but I've been wondering for a very long time what she meant. Do I really have strong energies, and if so, are they good, bad, and what does that mean, and can I use that for anything?

The 'Spirit Baby' woman I talked to recently about trying to connect with Zoe and Kian also said she could sense that I have strong energies and an ability to heal, and said that it's my life purpose to help others, and strongly suggested I should learn Reiki. I'm skeptical, she may have just told me exactly what she thought I wanted to hear. This woman has a BA in psychology as well, so she knows very well that all humans has a need or desire to feel special in one form or the other.

It hasn't even been a week since I lost my two little angels, but one thought that keeps haunting me in between all the tears is there has to be something I am supposed to learn from this, or some kind of purpose to it all. It may very well just be a coping mechanism, but I always believed that there is a soul, and that the soul develops through many lifetimes and through a number of experiences. People used to tell me all the time when I was a child that I have an old soul, and I felt so many times that people I meet in my life has old or young souls.

I also had this feeling of unfulfillment for long periods of my life. I haven't felt it in some time now, but I used to feel that my job as a designer was meaningless and that I should be working with people, helping people in one way or the other. I signed up as a volunteer at the Children's Cancer Division at Rikshospitalet in Norway and tried a lot of different things without feeling that any of it was right for me.

I've always had a skill when it comes to helping people through difficult periods of their life, probably because I had such a rough life myself that I understand most human emotions and have found ways in my own life to deal with it all. Maybe it's time to do something serious about it instead of just being a good friend to people I randomly meet.

I talked to Rob about it. He is one of the people I've been trying to heal. He had a surgery earlier this year and was in a lot of pain and I tried focusing all my energies on him, and he claims it helped him a lot. Again, I am skeptical, maybe he just imagined it, cause I didn't see a solid proof, like the wound magically healing or anything like that. Still, he seem to think I have some kind of talent or skill and is encouraging me to explore it further.

I did some googling to see if there are any Reiki classes available in Montreal, and if you believe in fate, it definitely seem as if it's meant to be, cause there is a class this weekend just a few blocks from where I live. So Rob called right away and signed me up for it.

It's really early and it's gonna be a bit tough. I am still randomly bursting to tears, and they will probably ask me why I wanted to learn Reiki, and I will just have to tell my story. But even if this turns out to be just another thing that's not really right for me, a lot of people around the world say Reiki was life changing for them, and it may do me some good no matter if I choose to proceed with it later or not.

Just getting out of the apartment is probably good for me even though I know there is no rush, and it may even be expected that I don't really feel like doing anything for a while.
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